exogenesis

Why is there frustration in my eyes? When all I want is peace & maybe some understanding….

Why do I have to feel this fucking way…. I shouldn’t give a shit! But its become hard not to give a shit when you’ve let your guard down and become somewhat attached… Sometimes I wonder if somethings in my life are worth my time and effort if they are going to benefit me later or if it’ll be something more than a merely played out episode in my life…

Uh oh…. D:

Is it too much to as for maybe some sort of sign? What are we doing wrong? Its like  we’re in a battlefield… and we yeha were stuck in no mans land… what do we do? Do we go our seperate ways or do keep our feet sealed to the ground? What more is there to give but a glance and a thought that brings chills that one day one of us will give up and will no longer stand in this no mans land….